K f R Y o S T x A L*

it hurts when i think
when i let it sink in
its all over me, im lying in the dark
im watching you sleep.
all i know is
youve got to give me everything
nothing less cause
you know i gave you all of me.

i give you everything tad i am
im handin over everything tad ive got
cos i wana have a really true love
dont ever wana have to go,
and give you up.
stay up til 4 in the morning
and the tears are pouring-

all i wanted was to know im safe
dont wana lose the love ive found

iloveyou-

fromYESTERDAY

Tuesday, June 03, 2008
11:17 PM

(2 Points) My name: Wenny
(4 Points) My last name: Yeo
(4 Points) Who am I in love with: Fallout Boy?
(2 Points) Where did we meet: HMV?
(6 Points) Take a stab at my middle name: GARFIELD!
(1 Points) Where do I work: Used to; at Starbucks Harbourfront
(4 Points) What am I afraid of: Strangers touching you, haha
(2 Points) Do I smoke : DUH
(3 Points) Do I drink: No
(3 Points) Do you think I'm a virgin: YESSS! haha =D
(2 Points) Do I have any siblings: WENNNNNNNNAAAAA
(3 Points) How many: one. WENNNNAAAAAAAAA
(3 Points) What's one of my favorite things to do: listen to music with those AWESOMEST earphones
(2 Points) How many piercings do I have: 4? maybe 5?
(4 Points) How many tattoos do I have: two, if you don't count words. words will make it 4?
(4 Points) What's my favorite type of music: Fallout-Boy-music.
(4 Points) Am I shy or outgoing: both at the same time. (am not looking at the points here haha)
(3 Points) Am I a rebel or do I follow the rules: follow if you have to, if you don't you'll break it, WITH ME! haha
(2 Points) Whats my favorite color: black, red, white?
(3 Points) Name something I hate: CARAMEL
(4 Points) Name a talent I have: you can DRAW.

(4 Points) Whats my phone number: you-know-that-i-know
(4 Points) What kind of sneakers do I wear: RiverIsland (the one that got thrown away!! hahahaha), and Converse, you'll NEVER wear adidas
(4 Points) Do I have any pets: YAHHH (its denyse)
(2 Points) Who am I dating/liking right now: Jeff Davis?
(5 Points) How long have I been dating/liking them: Recently. Tsktsk
(6 Points) How tall am I: Shorter than me! :D
(5 Points) What is my worst habit: being a pushover. (yes it's considered a habit to me)
(5 Points on creativeness) If I were stranded on a desert island, what would I bring: Peter Pan! And your handphone in case, ME ME ME!, Pad. HAHAHAHA

enjoy bestflen. denyse is playing majhong on the ps2.
fox is playing God of War on the PsP, and i gave up on Burger Island on the laptop. shrugs.
can't wait for underwater world tmr! i'm dead tired now.
fell asleep while waiting for fox and denyse to buy dinner just now :(
i still gotta change the bunnies' cages =/
long day tmr. and i'm gonna be tired all over again.
nevermind, its worth it. i get a day with my family.
you, fox and denyse.

can't wait to see dolphins again. tata-

keep YOUR hands OFF my GIRL

fromYESTERDAY

Wednesday, May 28, 2008
4:41 AM

you know
before i tell no one about bangkok
i kinda wonder if anyone reads this shit.
do you?!

i know bestflen wenny does.
other than that, i think no one.
my mom used to spy on my blog
that was when she knew it.
doubt she knows this one.

bestflen is leaving for Perth
in about.. 2 months?
i think i might have to start counting the days
til the day she flies.
and i dont think she's even gonna let me
send her off at the airport. shrugs.

well my baby bunnies have been away for 5 days
since i left for bangkok,
on the 22nd of may till 26th may.
and i'm gonna pick them up tomorrow!
hopefully in the afternoon i'll have them back.
got quite worried about them
hopefully theyre alright
and they can still remember both of us.

bestflen bestflen, meet me soon yah.
oh and dee says shes single again
i get a feeling its not gonna be for long :)
and i hope shes doing alright.
i wanna see her soon too!
i wanna meet up with both of them.
didnt get much things for dee
cos even the tshirts there can't fit me
so it was near impossible to get her a tshirt :(
and well, bought her something, nonetheless.
and i bought bestflen stuff too.
and a bag for my mom.
and snacks for my dad.
and lotion for my sister.
and a keychain for my teacher.
and a necklace for myself.
and a bracelet for myself.
and new jeans for myself.
and 3 new tshirts for myself.
and 2 pairs of shoes for myself.
and a bag for myself.
and a coin purse for myself.
and 2 keychains for myself.
and a coin purse for baby's mom.
and a handphone holder for baby's sister.
and a pair of house-slippers for us.

anyone else? hmm.

keep YOUR hands OFF my GIRL

fromYESTERDAY

Wednesday, January 23, 2008
5:45 AM

as in, she loves me more than she loves you
and quite close to almost any dam stranger.
as a matter-of-fact,
she hates strangers!
HAHA.

im glad you dint "kill the internet"
cos then i wouldnt have been able to read ur entries.
haha.
(p.s. thats funny; how you wrote HAHA. on your friends cast)
itsssss almost 6am.
and guess what...
imma still awake. haha
chongsters not here tonight,
no one to shoo stubborn me to bed.
:O

i want ur tattoo to be as great as you want it to
i want it to be purrfect.
even if it has garfields face all over it
(HAHAHAHAHA) -coughs
every-fucking-word remember.
read EVERYTHING. laughs
did it calm your nerves? i hope it did
if not imma look for more alternatives.
like acupuncture.
which my mother has been trying to tell me
that it WORKS;
that 'chinese traditional medicine' is starting to be proven to scientists that it actually works as good as, or if not better, than the conventional drugs.
i say hooray to panadol, acetaminophen, paracetamol, etc.
haha. can you imagine?

WANG LING krystal stephanie;
Doctor in Chinese Traditional Medicine. -.-
and the "krystal stephanie" goes down the drain
it'll be Doctor Wang Ling. zz.
or worse. Doctor LING. -sobs bitterly

wellllllll still better than like;
Doctor Hasfaklbsfau S. Detqnasdgagjn
(inside joke; some might get it some wont)
Doctor of Chinese Herbal Medicine
HAHAHHAHAHA. -coughs

im SOOO glad i can read my bestflen's blog
(yes, i manage to get in time after time)
saves all the sms-es.
and explanations of "how she feels"
when i can just, read it. haha

superb i tell you.
OH and another thing -
wise-guys say that blogging stupid
cos you write personal shit online
so the whole world can read.
it's not STOOPID.
well to some lame-asses it is.
as in, those who purposely spill on the net
purposely so people can read -.-
but i mean,
its good for ME,
in a way such that i can read my bestflen's thoughts and stuff
and know whats going on everyday
even when we're both really busy
the blog makes us feel that we're still meeting up
and still 'keeping in touch'.
and instead of asking her whats going on,
i read about it, and i feel,
like im up-to-date. you know?

and sometimes its hard for ppl to express what they feel
or put it in words;
especially when you ask them in their face..
it's hard for them to put it in words,
let alone VOICE it out.
so the blog is there..
so they take their time,
to write what they really feel
and only those CERTAIN people get to read it..
and understand what they're feeling
about things that's happened, or is happening.
if it's looked at it in a mature way,
then its fine. its useful.

unlike some 13 yr olds who go
OMG I HATE YOU STUPID BITCH!
-INSERT NAME HERE- YOU WILL DIE IN HELL!
YOU BACKSTAB ME AND I HATE YOUR ASS!
then be SO nice to them in school.
i dont get that whole 2face thing.
blog = keep friends up-to-date with your life
so they feel close to you, still.
gees. not to tell the world everyting
and then go "WHO ASK YOU TO READ"
when you confront them abt shit in their blog.
hahahahaha. i mean, its online, dude.

and...

i dont wanna be the one to say;
but sometimes,
(key word: SOMETIMES)
i think im a not-so-bad judge
of a person's character.
even if i dont know them,
especially if i do.

and im glad shes the plaster,
thats ripped off and down the toilet
and that youre not the plaster
that has to get sucked into dung.

keep it this way,
please.
im not gonna do the
i-told-you-so dance.
i love you more than that.
and thus,
imma here. :)
even if you wanna whine,
complain,
banter,
bitch.
whatever.
imma here for bestflen.

keep YOUR hands OFF my GIRL

fromYESTERDAY

Sunday, January 20, 2008
2:28 AM

bestflen's gonna ink herself on friday
its her 21st birthday.
i hope she won't backout.
she's freaking out right now,
and i hope she's got it under control.

all she has to know is that
her tatooist is professional.
and hes DAMN good at what he does.
so just relax.
think of him as a doctor..
the doctor has to 'touch' you to see
exactly what's wrong right?
he has no intention of harming you
he's doing what youre paying him to -
give you your first tattoo!
they're all friendly (both tattoo artists in the studio)
best part is, when it comes down to work
they're serious and logical.
or would i say.. they're calm? serious?
yeah its professional.

plus i wouldnt recommend you to people
whom i think are not good enough..
know what i mean?
plus theyre fox's friends.
theyre good people :)

i'll be there for you
for support and stuff alrights?
i'll even give you all the little tips
for taking good care of it :D
what kinda "ifs" are you thinking about?
anything i can clarify?

i'll be texting you soon,
to see if youre alright :)

anw, i think that post about 'protecting me'
and having the same 'interest' as fox
(to protect me)
i think its sweet of you.
im super fucking glad you kinda, trust fox.
and its important to me.
she means alot to me,
and so do you!
its good that you both get along, too.
remember what we talked about outside cine?
while we were sitting on the railing,
drinking bubbletea and smoking?

i like how you noticed..
how fox turns away only when im fast asleep.
makes me have more faith, yannoe?
like how i always complain to fox
that she doesnt hold me,
or maybe sometimes she doesnt care as much as she says?
and i do believe her,
when she says i mean the world to her.
and its nice knowing from a 3rd party,
that that's what you see too.
she went "SEE! SEE!" hahaha when she read it

i hope fox is on 'the same note' as you too
i believe she is :)
i know she wont let anything hurt me
she wont let anyone come near me too
i feel, safe. grins.

just wanna say
thank you to my top 2 'ladies' in my life
my beautiful wife,
and my bestfriend.
both who are always behind me,
no matter what.
and same goes,
imma support both of them too.

havent forgotten denyse too! :))

keep YOUR hands OFF my GIRL

fromYESTERDAY

Friday, January 11, 2008
2:23 AM

youre curled up
holding my big bolster
with that reindeer bedspreads.

youre sound asleep;
on the pillow you always lie on,
the one i lay on last night.

don't move baby,
don't stir.
i need you still,
sleeping there.

stay asleep,
my precious wife
i need you sleeping soundly
i need you in my life.

you cant go
youre not allowed to leave
i want you by my side ALWAYS
and i dont need that space to breathe.

hold me close,
as you dream away
we'll hold each other thru the night
and sleep well into the day.

iloveyoutoomuch;pleasedontevergo.

keep YOUR hands OFF my GIRL

fromYESTERDAY

Thursday, January 10, 2008
2:43 PM

that's how much i love you;
that's how much i need you.
and i cant stand you,
must everything you do make me wana smile
can i not like you for a while?

but you wont let me
you upset me girl
and then you kiss my lips
all of a sudden i forget that i was upset
cant remember what you did

but i hate it
you know exactly what to do
so that i cant stay mad at you
for too long that's wrong

but i hate it
you know exactly how to touch
so that i dont want to fuss, and fight no more
said i despise that i adore you

and i hate how much i love you girl
i cant stand how much i need you
and i hate how much i love you girl
but i just cant let you go
and i hate that i love you so

you completely know the power that you have
the only one that makes me laugh

said its not fair
how you take advantage of the fact
that i love you beyond the reason why
and it just aint right

one of these days your magic wont affect me
and your kiss wont make me weak
but no one in this world, knows me like you know me
so you'll probably always have a spell on me-

the fights are now a 2 way anger.
im not sure if it'll make us stronger.
i do hope it does,
and leaves both clinging on,
more than ever.
instead of
planning to walk away.

i need to find a middlepoint
so as not to feed her anger, or mine

im afraid it might have made us drift apart;
emotionally.
sometimes it feels like we're starting over
i dont know what it is.

does she still get the fuzzy feeling;
when im holding her?
does she still love me the way she always;
unconditionally, and willing to do anything?
does she still miss me;
when we're apart?

i know; and i understand
that people's tempers are different.
they react differently,
and sometimes when theyre angry
theyre a whole different person.
its almost like it swallowed the person
youre in love with;
throwing this other person at you,
making you feel that she doesnt care,
doesnt love, and doesnt need you.

i need her; thats why i dont chase her away
when we argue; even when i was angry to tears.
she still does though.
and i feel that she doesnt need me;
i told her. and she said if she doesnt;
she wouldnt be around.
but i realize.. i feel that
cos she still chases me away.
she makes faces, says mean things..
and its like she doesnt care that,
i might really go.
im not threatening;
im just afraid it'll hurt me so bad one day
i'll really go. :(

i dont wanna go anywhere;
without her.

keep YOUR hands OFF my GIRL

fromYESTERDAY

Tuesday, December 11, 2007
10:12 AM

well, its about time i updated this shit.
most of the time i have a million things to say
(getting deja vu again)
but i dont have time to put it here.
maybe i'll get something off my chest today.
k i just read shit on Deja Vu on wikipedia -
slightly weird. and pointless to put here.

first issue i'd like to address -
FACE-fucking-BOOK.
its lame, yes.
its something to do when you have, nothing to do, yes.
its almost like friendster, but more complicated, yes.
it shows how bored people can get, yes.
it pisses me off when they spam my wife, yes.
it pisses her off when i get spam, yes.
it pisses everybody off when they get spammed, yes.

gees. i almost wanna cancel the account,
but as i said - its something to do,
when you have NOTHING to do.
but she has facebook,
tsk. i'm keeping facebook.
well and i can randomly POKE people
like posh, ernie etc
its like, a rude way of keeping in contact.
you SUPER POKE. -.-

i dont like ppl msging her
i dont like ppl spamming her,
mass send or not.
i dont like ppl hugging her,
random or not.
mass send or not.
i dont like ppl buying her,
as a fucking pet.
these ppl, have too much time on their hands.
and these ppl - are particularly being
pointed out as ex-es, hi-bye sch friends,
random strangers, ex-happenings, etc.
whatever.
as long as theyre not someone i know/trust
yucks, i detest it. sorry.
(deja vu again)

and i dont know whats up with deja vu's
im getting it quite often.
im in a rather grumpy mood now.
apparently i called her
at 920am. she said shes gonna change.
it's 1030am. and no sound from her.
and i realize, it irritates me to wait
for msgs. its almost like, uncertainty.
like "i'll call you when i reach school"
and they take 2 hours to call you.
get what i mean?
or like "bye, i'll call you later"
and they dont?
i just realized i dont like waiting,
cos i kinda look forward to every msg
that when i dont really get one
i get irritated, and give up waiting?
shrugs. or maybe im just grumpy now.

its quite funny, she
mentioned having a "complain-about-your-mother"
website - where ppl log in, to...
yes, complain about their mothers.
hahahah. i wonder if one already exists.
bet most of the mother-related complains
are rather similar
"she doesnt stop telling me to clean my room!"
"she panics when im in the kitchen,
and screams at me, saying she smells gas!"
"GAS LEAK!" *private joke* HAHAHA
"ZHAO HUO AH!" HAHAHA.
"LANG FEI DIAN!" HAHAHHA.
we call it 'catch-phrases' from yours truly. HAHAHA.
-gets up from the floor-

shes been over since.. 2 week ago?
on and off, been staying over for 3-5 days?
like 3 days, 5 days, 3 days etc.
i love it.
leaves me slightly.. *cough* dependant though.
like, when she goes home, i feel empty.
havent slept alone in a long time,
last night i slept on the couch.
i love it when shes around. :)
its almost like we were living together,
really spending ALOT of time with each other.
i love it, every single minute.
i dont know how she feels bout it,
somehow sweet endings havent been coming from her side.
shrugs. the last msg she sent that's 'keep worthy'
was like, 12th november? a month ago. haha.
ok, she wrote me a note too. and she said she doesnt send msgs
cos we're always together! which is true.
haha, which i went against - cos i sent her msgs
when she was upstairs and i was downstairs.
oh wait, it was when we were next door.
i was printing shit in bro's room
she was next door in my room. ha.
today im spending it away from her, shes got work.
think i better get my ass up, and start looking.

i wanna buy alot of stuff,
but no money to :(
shortage shortage. tsk.
plus if anything, i wanna try save up for a trip
or something.
im afraid i really might not be able
to get her anything nice for her birthday.
my mom doesnt look like shes gonna loan me anymore.
really, theres no other way to get.. enough money.
need to work.

gonna update wishlist i guess,
then when i save up enough.. imma go buy it ALL!
wee. okay. its photography lesson.
taking product shots. chao-

keep YOUR hands OFF my GIRL

squeezeME.
krystal `
120987-
twen-TEEN
graduated from republic poly
www.friendster.com/misskrystal

likingLOVING
#1-baby CHONG (:
#2-my puppy. SUGAR coated candy! :D
#3-Monster DOPEY
#4-Baby TICKLES.
#5-Little GirlGirl.
#6-NICE tattoos
#7-piercings, esp all my 18.
#8-dimples
#9-MUSIC
#10-my piano.
#11-Shopping.
#12-anything sweet. caramel, chocolate.. the works.
#13-BLACK black BLACK black BLACK
#14-SOMETIMES mummy and daddy. shrugs

thingsBOUGHTrecently
#1-Cheap Monday black skinnies
#2-Robot necklace
#3-PSP slim, ice silver
#4-two pairs of heels.
#5-brown birkenstocks.
#6-new hair.
#7-new converse.
#8-Tiff&Co. Bracelet.
#9-Swatch Watch; Automatic

wantingWISHING
#1-divemaster certification
~~#2-new darkred nailpolish~~
~~#3-new pair of skinnies'~~
~~#4-new pair of sexy black heels.~~
~~#5-black birkenstocks.~~
~~#6-new hair color.~~
#7-new top.
~~#8-maybe a psp to entertain myself~~
~~#9-graduate from RP :(~~
~~#10-new casette/ipod player for the car.~~
#11-DSLR, lomo or fisheye
#12-New notebook
#13-New wallet